Monthly Archives: June 2013

Surrender

Posted on June 28, 2013 by The Fat One

I give up.

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Hide And Seek

Posted on June 25, 2013 by The Fat One

… 5 … 4 … 3 … 2 … 1 Ready or not, here I come. I search; Gazing beyond ancient obstacles, Inspecting wounded chasms, Fumbling in the dark to locate and eliminate the unending sting. Though I am able … Continue reading →

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Weirdo

Posted on June 21, 2013 by The Fat One

I am so weird. Sometimes, when I have to pee really badly I start singing in my head to the tune of Sammy David Jr.’s I’ve Gotta Be Me. But I put in my own words “I’ve gotta go pee, … Continue reading →

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Treat Me Right

Posted on June 20, 2013 by The Fat One

My weight is really getting to me. I want to be strong because I know how much better my life could be – in so many ways. The last few days, I keep remembering this awful first date I had … Continue reading →

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Resistance Is Futile

Posted on June 19, 2013 by The Fat One

There is a blueberry coffee cake in the kitchen at work. Every time I go down the hall I see it, and have to exhibit restraint. I hope I have enough self-control to last the whole day.

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Leaning

Posted on June 19, 2013 by The Fat One

I’m leaning. OMG, has it really come to this? You know what I mean, you’ve seen it. Old people, infirmed by a lifetime of abusing their bodies, leaning on everything in their path as they make their way through the … Continue reading →

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Sunshine

Posted on June 17, 2013 by The Fat One

I awoke from the weirdest dream this morning. I lived in a giant home, the kind a billionaire would have; big enough for dozens of people to live in. It looked like an old castle: dark, with high ceilings and big, … Continue reading →

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Good Day

Posted on June 14, 2013 by The Fat One

I am feeling better today. More alert, enthusiastic, and hopeful.

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Easy Afternoon

Posted on June 13, 2013 by The Fat One

I had a cocktail with lunch, the afternoon is going much more smoothly. Nothing has really changed, but I don’t feel as much anxiety about it all. Shame it’s only temporary.

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Move On?

Posted on June 11, 2013 by The Fat One

Last week I spent 3 days in bed with a migraine, and then had to travel to DC on business. It rained the entire time I was there and I didn’t have a chance for any fun. I returned home … Continue reading →

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