Tag Archives: Happiness

FEAR

Fear. What am I afraid of? If you ask, I will tell you “nothing”. But if I think about it, that’s not really true. In reality, fear rules my life. All of my choices are made from a position of fear … Continue reading

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Solo

I am tired of being alone.

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What Dreams May Come

This week I have been doing better with my food plan. After meeting with Margaret last Monday, I had some thoughts about WHY. That’s the big question isn’t it. Why do I make the choices that I do? Choices that … Continue reading

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Happy Eating

Today I am feeling hopeful, excited, and looking forward to the summer. I even went so far as to buy some new clothes so I didn’t look like an old lady schlub, but more like the young active person I feel … Continue reading

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Be The Change

Why do I want to eat right now? I ate dinner, had a snack, and then I had some frozen grapes. That should be enough. I’m definitely not hungry, and there isn’t any specific food that I am craving. I … Continue reading

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Full Moon Wonder

As I stand here in the dark night looking up at the bright full moon thinking about myself, myself out there in the big world, and Valentine’s Day love, loneliness, happiness, I smile. As I stand here in the dark … Continue reading

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Who Me?

I was doing pretty good until today, I ate a whole pizza for lunch. Well nearly a whole one, some of the slices I just ate the sauce and cheese (gross I know). I am depressed and cannot seem to … Continue reading

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Spillage

I just returned from another business trip. My size is out of control. Just walking around town had me out of breath and hurting all over. I could see the concerned looks from strangers as they noticed my teetering stride, … Continue reading

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Collecting Boredom

I cannot get my ass in gear. I don’t want to work or think about my diet, and I haven’t exercised in more than 2 weeks. I just have no motivation. I have plenty of reasons to care and to … Continue reading

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Feeling Fat

I am going to Atlanta on business Thursday and Friday this week. Just one night away from home so I can look at a few hotel options for a future business event. I am dreading the flight because of my … Continue reading

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