Tag Archives: Plus Size

1001 Miles Too Far

Right now at work, I am in the process of putting together our spring newsletter, which includes photos from the recent conference. Looking at these pictures is all-at-once depressing and inspiring for me. It is astonishing to me how different I … Continue reading

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Still

I haven’t fallen off the face of the earth. I am still alive, still fat, and still struggling. At the moment things are crazy at work, as they are every year at this time. It is 7 pm and I … Continue reading

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Spillage

I just returned from another business trip. My size is out of control. Just walking around town had me out of breath and hurting all over. I could see the concerned looks from strangers as they noticed my teetering stride, … Continue reading

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Coming About

I have made the rather difficult decision to stop my personal training sessions. I have been thinking about for a while now and over the weekend, I finally made the choice to stop. I came to this determination based on … Continue reading

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And Away We Go

Like Jackie Gleason, I am announcing my commencement. Armed with a slightly better and continually improving understanding of my addiction, I am beginning my food plan today. This morning I had my shocking weigh in. At 290, I am almost … Continue reading

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Tired

I am so tired of this – literally. Carrying around all this extra weight has me exhausted most of the time. I move slowly, need to rest a lot, don’t sleep well, and feel weary all the time. It’s got … Continue reading

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Handle

I was walking with my father the other day, when he turned to me and asked “Are you alright?”.  “I’m fine, why?” I inquired. “Well, you’re walking funny.” he replied. “You’re kind of rocking side to side” he remarked as … Continue reading

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Bésame Mucho

It’s been a few weeks since things ended with the boyfriend and today all I can think about is kissing. My desire to share a long passionate kiss with a big strong man is so powerful I fear I may … Continue reading

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Clothing Wars

So last night was dinner with sis, paint bathroom ceiling (will it ever be done), and begin packing. Oh my god, what torture. Over the past few weeks I have been running all over town and the internet trying to … Continue reading

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Self Anger

I am so annoyed with myself each time I miss an opportunity because of my weight. This past weekend, a group of friends went away together to this great little vacation spot nearby. They went tubing, park, beach, and more. … Continue reading

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