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Tag Archives: Plus Size
1001 Miles Too Far
Right now at work, I am in the process of putting together our spring newsletter, which includes photos from the recent conference. Looking at these pictures is all-at-once depressing and inspiring for me. It is astonishing to me how different I … Continue reading
Still
I haven’t fallen off the face of the earth. I am still alive, still fat, and still struggling. At the moment things are crazy at work, as they are every year at this time. It is 7 pm and I … Continue reading
Spillage
I just returned from another business trip. My size is out of control. Just walking around town had me out of breath and hurting all over. I could see the concerned looks from strangers as they noticed my teetering stride, … Continue reading
Posted in Featured Entries, Weight Loss Struggle
Tagged Diet, Fat, Happiness, Plus Size, Regret, Weight Loss
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Coming About
I have made the rather difficult decision to stop my personal training sessions. I have been thinking about for a while now and over the weekend, I finally made the choice to stop. I came to this determination based on … Continue reading
And Away We Go
Like Jackie Gleason, I am announcing my commencement. Armed with a slightly better and continually improving understanding of my addiction, I am beginning my food plan today. This morning I had my shocking weigh in. At 290, I am almost … Continue reading
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Tagged Diet, Health, Plus Size, Weight Loss
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Tired
I am so tired of this – literally. Carrying around all this extra weight has me exhausted most of the time. I move slowly, need to rest a lot, don’t sleep well, and feel weary all the time. It’s got … Continue reading
Handle
I was walking with my father the other day, when he turned to me and asked “Are you alright?”. “I’m fine, why?” I inquired. “Well, you’re walking funny.” he replied. “You’re kind of rocking side to side” he remarked as … Continue reading
Bésame Mucho
It’s been a few weeks since things ended with the boyfriend and today all I can think about is kissing. My desire to share a long passionate kiss with a big strong man is so powerful I fear I may … Continue reading
Clothing Wars
So last night was dinner with sis, paint bathroom ceiling (will it ever be done), and begin packing. Oh my god, what torture. Over the past few weeks I have been running all over town and the internet trying to … Continue reading
Self Anger
I am so annoyed with myself each time I miss an opportunity because of my weight. This past weekend, a group of friends went away together to this great little vacation spot nearby. They went tubing, park, beach, and more. … Continue reading