Monthly Archives: January 2014

Bigger Aint Better

Reality Check Over the last 7-8 months I have gained about 50 pounds. Even though my size has changed, my bras have not. I have been wearing the same bras and pushing them to their limits. Because I am pulling … Continue reading

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Batgirl

I’m having my first craving since Margaret told me to write about it, so I’m writing. I have had a full day’s worth of delicious, nutritious foods. I just finished a wonderful homemade steak dinner consisting of a pan seared … Continue reading

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Fitz

I met with Margaret last night. I always have a fear that our meeting will be a waste of her time and mine, but each session I learn something new about myself, find a new perspective, or gain a new … Continue reading

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Pretzel Girl

It’s after 5, I’m alone in the building, all the lights are out except for my office and the kitchen. Now’s my chance. Somehow it feels better to take food when no one can see me eating it. Sneaking food … Continue reading

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Why Do I Want The Ice Cream?

Here we go with my second of three writings. Why do I want the ice cream? Well it would be a nice end to my day. It’s a way to end the day on pleasant note. I enjoy the pleasure … Continue reading

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Why Did I Want That Grilled Cheese?

Margaret suggested as an exercise that the next time I want to eat something that I shouldn’t, I should write about why I want it. Well I didn’t exactly do that but, immediately after eating a delicious grilled cheese sandwich … Continue reading

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WW Update

I completely lost my will power, strength, determination, committment, focus, vision, drive, dedication, etc. I have been enjoying the holiday treats at will, with no regard for my health or weight. Of course that lead to a gain and I … Continue reading

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